This was a recovery week. It felt good, but I don’t know if recovery weeks will ever stop making me nervous. This upcoming Saturday I am supposed to run eleven miles, this last Saturday I ran six. All I can think is : “What is I can’t do it? What if I get injured?” I’ll be anxious until Saturday when the run is over. When I think, “ah, I can still do it. Good.” Relief. Totally irrational.
On an extremely different note, I want to touch on something that happened on my run on Saturday. I wrote an Instagram post about it, which is odd for me, because I’m usually anti-social media emotion, but I was so shaken up over it that it felt like an impulse. I ran past a man and woman (possibly a couple) in a loud altercation on Saturday, that sounded like it was on the verge of getting violent, or maybe actually was. As I told a friend, the woman’s screaming did not sound angry, but scared. I don’t know. I didn’t turn around, because I didn’t want to call attention to myself. Instead, I called Bruno and Bruno called the cops. I have no idea what happened after that, but it was deeply unsettling and upsetting. I told another friend who very sweetly text me after my post that I felt like I was being dramatic. I felt pretty off the rest of the day. But I just kept worrying about that woman, hoping the cops got there, whatever the situation was, whatever, I just was worrying that she would be ok. I wish I had something more insightful to say here, but I have never been naïve to that sort of ugliness in the world (my mom was very involved with the local crisis center). It just has been a long time since I have seen it (or rather heard it) in such force.
And ending on that somber note, here are my miles for the week:
2 / 27 : 3 miles easy; IT Band & Core.
2 / 28 : 5 miles, 9:35 mile average; 3 x 10 assisted pull-ups; 3 x 10 push-ups; 3 x 10 kettle-bell swings; 3 x 10 hamstring things that I cannot remember what they are called; .5 mile run back to the house; IT Band & Core.
3 / 1 : 3 miles easy; IT Band & Core.
3 / 2 : IT Band & Core (I wish I could remember specifically what I did. I just set a timer for an hour and did all the usual, clamshells, bridges, etc.)
3 / 3 : 6 miles. I was supposed to run a 10k, but with no 10k around I just took the flat route to see how fast I could go. It was not the most even run of my life, but I did complete my goal — I ran it under an hour, average 9:28 pace. I’m going to repeat this work-out in a couple of weeks, so hopefully my time will improve even a little bit more.
3 / 4 : MTV Yoga.
Total : 17.5ish miles.
Have a great Monday!